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I'm ok

by D.P.S

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We all have our moments when we feel down, full of despair and alone. Hopefully someone will connect with this song and realize you're not alone.

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Wake up another day
Dark clouds still there
Hovering over me
follows me everywhere

It's got a hold of me
Refuse to let go of me
Constantly showing me
Is this how it's supposed to be

Remember you said that
I know you meant that
You know those words hurt
Too late to take it back

Damage already done
Too far to come back from
Pour me another one
Drink til my heart is numb

Call me a loser
call me a failure
I feel the pressure
where's my inhaler

Walls closing in on me
I gotta break free
Trapped in a cage of
My own inadequacy

I Fear mediocrity
It feeds insecurity
In a hard world that
tests durability

Do I really love me
I really thought that I did
I look in the mirror now
I don't know who that is

So much that I don't like
how can I talk about love
I Wanna change but
ain't motivated enough

Depression is anchoring
How am I to ascend
Can't even find the strength
Or the will to begin

It's so hard to focus
When you feel so hopeless
keep it to yourself
Hoping no one will notice

Back in my whole again
Fight to climb out again
Shutting out family
Faking it with my friends

At any time of day
I'm alone with my thoughts
Overcome by emotions
Trying not to fall apart

It's an internal struggle
Trying to maintain
A smile on my face
While I push down the pain



Chorus:

Who you believe me to be
Is who I allow you to see
I give you a piece but I won't share it all out of fear you won't like the real me

And Sometimes I don't like myself
I worry bout my mental health
I'm up and I'm down and I just don't know how am I supposed to reach out for help

Repeat

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released July 31, 2022

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D.P.S Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

D.P.S. is an artist/producer/songwriter from Philadelphia.
His music is old-school, contemporary hip-hop, based on his own life experiences.
He seamlessly blurs the line between different ideas, while also
striving to add more to the table and create some outstanding sonic dynamics.
Soulful hip hop with honest and eloquent lyricism delivered with a smooth and effortless tone.
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